Love:
With out love who can truly heal? Could the patient in the hospital truly receive care from healing hands, with out love? Why is the bond between mother and child so strong…. Love? Devotion?
How can a man or women paying their dept to man keep from causing more harm to himself or others upon release? Love. The love of God, The love of Jesus, the love of Christian people to rise up a man, not leave him in condemnation, bitterness and sorrow. In my own experience, love was something I had but did not think I did and it took most of my life to find this out….
The hard way.
Multiple failed jobs
3 failed marriages
3 children with out there father, and this one causes me considerable grief.
Built up hate, envy, lies and bitterness in my heart had over shadowed everything in my life.
Then the love of a spirit filled women turned on the light and all the darkness went away. Being able to receive love from her, 2 years of devotion and prayer, 2 years of denial and struggle. God and the Holy Ghost finally got thru….
Now I have 2 more favorite words LOVE and FAITH
now as I learn to walk in faith, I am learning how to see what I think Jesus Sees or Loves in anyone, everyone, you and me. I have noticed one thing in all this. My patience level has grown 20 fold and yet I am well and at peace. Actually Im chilling so well these days that its hard to get motivated past my want to studie. but, as I become less fearful and more faithful in my displays of love toward God and Jesus My affection towards my friends, family and nieborhood grows to staggering heights. I get these crazy yearnings to go forth and save the world. " if only I was my daughter Megans age again" she got her prayer language and is so jazzed, I know what she is going through, cause I just got mine a few weeks ago. But mine came on... hinted at it I struggled It hinted at it somemore, I went Wow and Bang Full Blaowwn. Its been really cool walking in the spirit and I have found the challenge to be quite thrilling.
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